Okay, while I'm not feeling "okay" with this entire thing, I am feeling better. Ranger Man (who has the flu and I'm impressed that he's with it enough to say anything coherent, poor thing) has been amazingly supportive for me- I'm having another "I don't know what I would do without him" moment.
So now I'm focusing on sending positive thoughts and energy his way to heal him, and pulling a Scarlett O'Hara and waiting till tomorrow to think about everything else.
UPDATE: Three Hours Later... I lied. or perhaps I changed my mind. I'm not okay with this. This sucks.